# I LOVE & MISSES BROWNIE :D

♥ Wednesday, August 19, 2009 @ 7:50 PM

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO PRAWN & FISH!!
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO ZIYANG!
There's abit too many august babies! LOL!

I'm in a so so so so so bad mood now! not exactly bad, but sad & regret!
I know ppl shouldnt regret for what had been done!
but I feel so stupid & idiot of myself to not study hard enough for my chinese!
I got a DAMN B3 for my O' level chinese! I should get at least a A2!!
& chinese was my best subject of ALL!! SHIT ME!
ya, alot ppl get B3 & they cried!
I rather choose to get a B4 than a B3! yeah, maybe im weird or what.
but i have my own logic!
&& I'm damn pissed off with someone! I wont say it here.
those who are supposed to know will know, so dont ask!
I had almost threw away all my chinese knowledge at abt 2 mths ago!
& I have to bring it all back now!
I'M GONNA RETAKE THE PAPER! I have got the motivation now!
To do well for every single paper!
Thank you to those ppl who had gave me tissue, gave me a hug, tell me not to cry, tell jokes to make me laugh & those who comfort me even when they also get a B3 or more! Thanks to them!
Specially to siewyu & siewsia!
They are strong! They didnt even shed a tear when they get C5!
Not like me, I cried like crazy when i get B3!
They still go around & comfort the others! They are great!
Prawn was the 1st to comfort me! THANKS SO MUCH!!!
I feel so much better after all the comforting!
I should stop all playing after this week! This week would be the last week to play! I MUST NOT LET MYSELF DOWN AGAIN!!!!!!!!

& indeed my prelim results were BAD!
yeah, although i have passed 4 subjects & failed 1!
I'm not satisfied with the GRADES!!

eng - C5 (57) I had improved, i always get < 55

maths - B4 (60) er, i dont know what to say abt maths!
I always got an A when I'm in sec 3 & below! but at least this is better than my mid-year result! so it's okay la! just have to work hard to get back my A!

c. science - C5 (55.5) I'm so not confident in my science now! I used to get As or B3! My chemistry sucks totally! Physics was the one that always put me down! But it's the opposite now! hai!

c. humanities - B3 (67) yeah! I had improved for this! & I'm so happy for my social studies! It's the very 1st time i get A1 for it! HAHA! 38/50! But history put me down! BUT NVM! I WILL WORK HARD FOR MY HISTORY!!!

Lastly, amaths - F9 (25) It's still a F9 from the beginning to now! HAHA! expected! so im not sad abt it! LOL!

& lucky that the night-classes is starting REAL SOON! Next monday!
So my night-class friends! steady to go night-class tgt?
Kaixin & Cuitian!!! hahahaha!!

Okay, finished saying abt my academic results!
& now I have all the reasons to study hard!
To stop playing! I should be more mature & think of my future NOW!
TOH SHI WEI! dont regret when I get my O' level results the next year!
I shouldnt regret for what I had did!
SO I MUST STUDY! I MUST I MUST!!!

After what had happened to my chinese!
I must tell myself that the same thing should not happen again!
Cuitian is right, I should spend the time studying & not to think abt what had already happened!
It's the time to chiong! It's like a running competition!
I'm like left with the last 100m! Chiong all the way, that's what the sprinter always do! & me, myself is a sprinter! So I must use this logic to start chiong-ing!!!!!!!
ALL THE BEST FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Labels: GREAT MOTIVATION TO STUDY (:

♥ Wednesday, August 12, 2009 @ 8:03 PM

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JOYCE!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO XIAOBAI!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ATIKAH!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE!
LASTLY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAISIN!

So many of my friends birthday are on this month! hahaha!
Alot alot more! LOL! & next month it's mine!
Still left with 30 days! I've counted it~~
So you guys should know what to do!! HAHAHA!!

Went to ton at elaine's house on sunday!
Played poker cards, i won some money! Then went to sentosa with my 6 ladies & winnie on monday!
We suntanned, played big 2, blackjack & mole, taugay game!! HAHA! Super fun!
I still havnt get the photos, need to wait for elaine to tag me then I can post! So wait ba! :P

It's school days again! I felt damn exhausted this 2 days! omg!
We still havnt get back our prelim results yet! Still need to wait until next week! damn sian!
Still have prelim science practical tmr! I'm super worried abt it!
DIE DIE DIE!!

Went to watch G.I. JOE ytd! GOSH MAN!~~~
It's super exciting! SUPER WORTH IT!! I'll rate it 9/10 !!!

Okay, gtg now! I'm going to wash my bowl now! haha!

♥ Wednesday, August 5, 2009 @ 6:08 PM

Went to 18chef with my 5 ladies ytd!
The baked rice there is damn nice! haha!
with sausage, egg & mushroom! omg! heaven! LOL!

went to vivo after our lunch!
chit chat & cam-whored! these are what we always do! HAHA!
kangqi went off earlier to dance!
after she left then we start to cam-whored! haha!
no wonder i never take a individual photo with her!

went to food republic & daiso!
I bought a YELLOW colour umbrella! haha!
It's damn nice & cheap! $2! LOL!

stay at home today! NO SCHOOL TODAY! HAHA!
I'm addicted to restaurant city! omg! lol!

finally left with 1 paper! science P1! 1 hour only!
1 last paper! yes!!!
still have months to o' levels! jiayou jiayou!!

kk, photos times! mountain of photos to post! haha!

I ate all these lemon! haha!