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♥ Wednesday, August 19, 2009 @ 7:50 PM
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO PRAWN & FISH!! HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO ZIYANG! There's abit too many august babies! LOL! I'm in a so so so so so bad mood now! not exactly bad, but sad & regret! I know ppl shouldnt regret for what had been done! but I feel so stupid & idiot of myself to not study hard enough for my chinese! I got a DAMN B3 for my O' level chinese! I should get at least a A2!! & chinese was my best subject of ALL!! SHIT ME! ya, alot ppl get B3 & they cried! I rather choose to get a B4 than a B3! yeah, maybe im weird or what. but i have my own logic! && I'm damn pissed off with someone! I wont say it here. those who are supposed to know will know, so dont ask! I had almost threw away all my chinese knowledge at abt 2 mths ago! & I have to bring it all back now! I'M GONNA RETAKE THE PAPER! I have got the motivation now! To do well for every single paper! Thank you to those ppl who had gave me tissue, gave me a hug, tell me not to cry, tell jokes to make me laugh & those who comfort me even when they also get a B3 or more! Thanks to them! Specially to siewyu & siewsia! They are strong! They didnt even shed a tear when they get C5! Not like me, I cried like crazy when i get B3! They still go around & comfort the others! They are great! Prawn was the 1st to comfort me! THANKS SO MUCH!!! I feel so much better after all the comforting! I should stop all playing after this week! This week would be the last week to play! I MUST NOT LET MYSELF DOWN AGAIN!!!!!!!! & indeed my prelim results were BAD! yeah, although i have passed 4 subjects & failed 1! I'm not satisfied with the GRADES!! eng - C5 (57) I had improved, i always get < 55 maths - B4 (60) er, i dont know what to say abt maths! I always got an A when I'm in sec 3 & below! but at least this is better than my mid-year result! so it's okay la! just have to work hard to get back my A! c. science - C5 (55.5) I'm so not confident in my science now! I used to get As or B3! My chemistry sucks totally! Physics was the one that always put me down! But it's the opposite now! hai! c. humanities - B3 (67) yeah! I had improved for this! & I'm so happy for my social studies! It's the very 1st time i get A1 for it! HAHA! 38/50! But history put me down! BUT NVM! I WILL WORK HARD FOR MY HISTORY!!! Lastly, amaths - F9 (25) It's still a F9 from the beginning to now! HAHA! expected! so im not sad abt it! LOL! & lucky that the night-classes is starting REAL SOON! Next monday! So my night-class friends! steady to go night-class tgt? Kaixin & Cuitian!!! hahahaha!! Okay, finished saying abt my academic results! & now I have all the reasons to study hard! To stop playing! I should be more mature & think of my future NOW! TOH SHI WEI! dont regret when I get my O' level results the next year! I shouldnt regret for what I had did! SO I MUST STUDY! I MUST I MUST!!! After what had happened to my chinese! I must tell myself that the same thing should not happen again! Cuitian is right, I should spend the time studying & not to think abt what had already happened! It's the time to chiong! It's like a running competition! I'm like left with the last 100m! Chiong all the way, that's what the sprinter always do! & me, myself is a sprinter! So I must use this logic to start chiong-ing!!!!!!! ALL THE BEST FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D Labels: GREAT MOTIVATION TO STUDY (: |
