# I LOVE & MISSES BROWNIE :D

♥ Sunday, October 18, 2009 @ 2:40 AM

Missing & waiting in JB! FUN TRIP!

I went to JB with rebecca's family today.
It's a super fun trip! It's all about waiting & missing! LOL!
I think we had tour almost the whole JB and I supposed that we spent most of the time in the car!
At first we were so pek chek about it but after that we all 见怪不怪了!
Indeed, we made fun of them! Especially the short uncle! LOL!
He was the one who always made us to WAIT and always went missing!
Rebecca & I were in her aunt's car..
Her aunt, isabel, rebecca & me keep saying about that uncle! So LOL!
We joked here & there, still went to the same place for 3 times..
Turned round & round & turned back to the big orange & yellow clock!
It's ORANGE & YELLOW! HAHAHA!!

Actually I wanted to go to reb's house and ton! Movie marathon again!
I was too tired, I didnt change my overdued contact lens! It's too dry~~
So I decided not to ton, maybe I will go to her house tmr after studying!

Say until STUDYING!!! I didnt study today!
I feel so guilty of myself! It's like 8 more days! Shit, I'm worrying!
Not only me, rebecca too! We spent the whole day & night travelling! LOL!
We felt so guilty! Studying is so so so important to us now~
We can link almost everything to studies! HAHA!

I'M WORRIED~!
I still didnt cover up everything I have to study!
I feel so stress! I havnt even touch my physics & history!
I'm gonna start studying my physics tmr!
Seriously, I have limited time! I really dont know what to do! Shitty life!
I really hope time can pass faster so o's will be over, but I still wish that it could be slower so that I will have enough time to cover up everything!
I dont know how! SHIT!
I must make use of tmr, to study & study!
I have already spent my time at JB today, it's the time to study tmr!!!

I have piles & piles of overdue photos!
I will post it up next time! :D
Bye, my yellow world! Goodnight!

♥ Friday, October 9, 2009 @ 11:58 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DEAREST MUMMY!!!
I hope she can live until 100 years old!!!! HAHA!
I Love Her!!!!!!!!!! :D
Went to 'Dian Xiao Er' with mummy & my sisters for dinner!
Then went shopping around at causeway pt.
Went home after that!

It's Graduation Day today!! It's a memorable one!
I had so so so so so much fun!!!! HAHA!
My class is in such a mess today!
It's not the 1st time that my class is in a mess but today, it's like HELL!
My class peeps played like crazy today!
Cam-whoring for the most of the time! LOL!
The guys still played 2-2 bball game in the classroom.
Use volleyball as the ball, projector connecting to the wall as the net.
Their aim was to make spoil the projector!
& THEY DID IT!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
The last slam dunk move was by Jonathan Lee Sheng Ming!
I will miss his stunts & his 'magic' show! LOL!
Indeed, I will miss every of my classmates!!!!!
They are the most interesting classmates ever!!!
Whenever we say about LV52=Laughter & fun! HAHA!
They all have so so many stunts!! Lol!
Lucky that I had taken photos with them but I think I missed out some.. Chengyeh, elaine & yiqian, I think! Dont know if there's still anyone!
I will miss all the teachers that had taught me before!
Because of them, then I can get this far!
All I can do now is to study & study! & get good results for my O' levels! Schools are over but exams' still not over! Study hard!!!!!!! :D

Okay, it's photos time now!!!

PE teacher! Koh koh koh!!!

Mr tham!!!

Crazy elaine!

They are playing bball!

Jonathan's last move! Slam Dunk!

The End! LOL!

Group Photos!

LV47 peeps!

I tried to piggyback kx but she forgot that she's wearing a skirt! LOL!

This is a fake one! LOL!

LV51 peeps!

LV52!!!!!!

♥ Friday, October 2, 2009 @ 11:59 AM

p.s. time edited to make it 02 oct, it's 1:20am now! haha!

It's the 1st year death anniversary of BROWNIE TOH!!!!!!
He had passed away for 1 year, oh... That's fast!
I brought him to old court today! I bet he miss there alot!
All thanks to haohao for bringing him around & look at the surroundings!
THANKS LA HAOHAO!! I know you love brownie alot! HAHA!!

The very usual thing, I loveeeeeeeeee & misssssssssss him!!!!!!
I wish that he would still around!! Hai but that's impossible!
Why am i still wishing of this? It had been 1 year! Tmd!!!
But really wish him to be around, barking when i'm studying!
Ya, it's annoying but I miss his barking alot!
I would always shouted at him when he bark!!!
"BROWNIE!!!!!! DIAM LA!!!" I miss saying this!
& "Brownie, come come, jiejie sayang!" then he would just heck care me & walked away BUT sometimes he would come obediently!
I love him the most when he always listened to me!!
Of course, I bet every dog's owner wants this!
Sometimes when he come and find me himself.
I pushed him away & hoped that he would stop coming near me to irritate me! Omg! Ya, that's super bad of me!
I'm so regretted for not spending enough time with him!
SO SHIT OF ME!!! No wonder some ppl called me SHITWEI!!

How I wish I would have a power of rewinding the time!
Rewind back to the time when I first saw him!
I would have another 2-3 years with him!
NO!!!! I will make it a longer time!!!
I will stop feeding him with those unhealthy human's food!
If there's a fairy godmother or whatever that can make my wish come true!
I WILL WISH TO HAVE A LONGER TIME WITH BROWNIE!
TO PLAY LIKE HELL WITH HIM! TO DO WHATEVER I CAN WITH HIM!
Just anything, anything will do, just that he's still alive now!
Lastly, to make him die in a MORE PEACEFUL WAY!

Omg! The images of how he died is flashing through my mind now!
That's awful! I'm feeling AWFUL now!
The way he died was like HELL! Wtf!
I rmb the feeling when the tears were rolling down my cheeks, I shouted for his name, repeating & repeating!
Every time I called him, my heart was so much painful than before!
HELL HELL HELL HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The saddest thing in my life was the time he died! SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!
ALL THE IMAGES ARE COMING BACK TO ME NOW!

How i hope i can dream of him today!!!
Dream that he's back & dream that we are playing so happily & nothing ever ever happen!

I'm so so so angry with my parents today!
They said brownie's ashes caused their luck downfall!
Whatever shit, they & their reasons!
& they even called me to throw away! It's like NO WAY!!!!!
I WILL NEVER EVER THROW IT AWAY! I WANT HIM!
They still called me to bring it to chicky's house!
No, brownie's house is at either yewtee or marsiling! Not tampines!
I think not his ashes brings bad luck!
It's the house, this house!
Whatever thing had happened was after we moved!
Brownie was lost then he's dead! Every bad luck!
Nvm, whatever they think! Just dont throw away my brownie!

Kk, gtg now! Bye everyone!

♥ Thursday, October 1, 2009 @ 1:32 AM

Heavy eyelids!
1 word to describe what i'm feeling now, which is TIRED!!!
I'm still in fb, FARMING!!! HAHA!
Cuitian, the farmer is here!! LOL!

I'm going to sleep SOON! PE tmr, oh no, it's today & it's LATER!! :D
I love PE!! HAHA!
But i'm worried of something! What i always did, OVERSLEPT!!!

02 October!!!!!!!! The 1st year!
I'm going post something that I love & miss!!!
It would be saddening! It would be full of good & bad memories!!!
Stay tune! Unless you all dont wish to read sad post!! :x

K, gtg sleep now! GOODNIGHT EVERYONE!