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♥ Wednesday, January 20, 2010 @ 1:39 AM
I still feel a lil bit of awkward! I behaved so differently now! I do not dare to joke with you cause I scared you might think that I am serious.. It's so different now, the feeling is damn different. I do not dare to talk much to you too, I scared I might talk something wrong.. I feel that this is not me! I really dont know what to do to make this situation better! I was sad! Really sad! I feel so sorry about it.. I didnt treasure the time when you had treated me so good! I totally agree that I had took you for granted. I hate ppl to take me for granted but I did this to you! I'm sorry! I really dont know what I can do to make you not angry anymore. I was not the 3-4 years ago that bad-tempered TohShiWei anymore! I've changed! REALLY! I kept the hatred, everything, in my heart for 2 to 3 years, you too, so now this happened! I was also sad about what you had did to me, I was neglected! If I can invent something, I would definately choose to invent a machine to turn time back! To turn the time back & I would treat you differently! I really dont know what I can do now! I'm missing those days, the days that we were always joking around. There would only be laughter, laughter & laughter! Everything disappeared! We never joke anymore! This is not me, not us! =( Btw ppl, I have plenty of photos to put up but the blogger seems to not working properly today! I will put the photos up the next time I post! (: |
